Anything but here

If you could stop time, would you?
There are plenty of times in my life when I'd just like to snap my fingers and make everything stop and just go away. But that is unfortunately not possible. Life does not stop for anyone, for anything, for any reason. Even though, I wish it would

Searching

We're all out there. Searching. Searching for answers we can never find. Answers that will never be there. Searching for hope, for happiness, for love, for purpose. Searching for meaning.
Frankly, I'm tired of searching. I want answers instead of 10 more questions. I want hope instead of despair. I want to feel needed instead of needless.
You can be in a room with over 1,000 people and still be the loneliest person in the world and honestly, that is exactly what I feel like

Frazzled

Alone

Acceptance

Drained

Not There

i miss you so much.

Feelin' like jumping

Tempted