Lately.

Lately,

I feel like I dont know myself anymore.
Lately,
I feel like no one knows me anymore.

I cant sleep.
and then i'm so tired during the day
but i'm bored out of my mind
and i feel trapped staying at home.

I cant eat.
well i dont feel like eating anymore
i've lost my appetite.
I dont know what to do anymore
and as much as i feel like i want to be secluded from everyone and everything
theres a part of me that feel like i needed to be surrounded by everyone and everything

i dont know what i want anymore
i hate everything and everyone one minute
and then the next i'm indifferent to the point where it confuses me